Hello PPLE!
So today I was suppose to accompany DARLEENG!! But end up I forgot that I have to accompany my mom too... How silly I can be.. Well DARLEENG!!!! I'm so sowie! For doing this to you! Really hope you can forgive me.. Anyway, I really had some bad times this few days, with BarakoDECAPRIO. I just can't think anymore. I'm just lost in my own world thinking that I won't come back in reality. I feel that our relationship is getting worser each other! All I could think of is to break off with him. Is my love is truly 0% towards him? Cause my attitude towards him this few days were like totally like crap! He is trying his best to make our relationship better, while I'm at home shaking my leg like nobody buisness! Yes I do feel scare if I become ONE OF THEM!!! Becoming what I hate most! Argh!!!! Really not gonna happen! So yeah, I feel GLOOMY this few days... And SOMEONE did cheer me up and I really feel happy! He is someone I cherish too... My God brother, KHAI.. Anyway KHAI is getting married soon! And I can't be happier than that! I just can't wait to go to his wedding ceremony! Thanks KHAI for cheering me up although you are so busy you manage to find time for your little SISTER! Thanks a million!!! You know.. Sometimes I can't understand why must people misunderstood my friendship that I have with KHAI. Well the other day DARLEEENG told me that SOMEONE told DARLEEENG's dad That I'm being too CLOSE with KHAI. WTH!!! Please I don't have any relationship with him! He is my GODBROTHER Damn it! Why people like to make this nonsensical RUMOURS! REFLECT your own self first ok! Well I really hope for the best KHAI!!!!!
Alright next, I would like to post for my TWO BITCHES! SAAAAYAAANG, and DARLEEENG!!!
Our friendship was an unexpected friendship. We are ENEMIES back then. But I really don't know what makes us this FAR and CLOSE. I really LOVE them! They have been there all the time!
Mira: I know that we've been enemies before and we've been together more than 4 years.. I
still remember the day that I having problems breaking up with Shukur and you were the one
covering my *PANTAT! There's not even a single day that I don't feel any regrets about having
the COOLEST and LOVABLE SAAAYAAAANG!!!!!! I really treat you and Biel like my own
SIBLINGS! You've been always been there for me.. When I'm in trouble, you don't even think
whether you will get involve or you will get in trouble. You only want to assure my safety. And
that is something that I will treasure deep inside my heart.. Although this year we are going our seperate ways, I still know that I can never find somebody like you to replace our friendship. I just hope that we can be friends or SIBLINGS in the near future! I'm looking forward MiraADAMS!
Biel: So here I go. Yes Biel, I think you too know that we are really close enemies last time.
But let by gones be by gones. That's what you always told me. I really miss the times when we
were in school where we spend time with Mira and sandosh laughing our heads off! Gossiping
about others like there is no one in that school except us. Hahahahaha! All the stupid jokes that
we came out with. And yes I'm always get bullied by you and mira! Obviously Sandosh is involve too.. And some other dudes and babes out there! Wow! Our friendship is the most
UNEXPECTED dear! Cause I hardly talk to you in school, and suddenly we are like close! This
close! Biel.. When I'm feeling down, you were the one who cheer me up and I mean ALWAYS.
When I'm crying you were the one who wipe my tears! Although I'm the big sister, You were like my REAL BIG SISTER! Hahahahaha! I really hope that you and Mira will stay with me till the
end of time!!!! I'm looking forward BIEL!!!!!! I love you!
Ps: I'm gonna miss you guys!!!! Where ever you guys are, you guys will be in my HEART!!!! From What I know now that no one can REPLACE you guys!!!!! I love you guys!!!Labels: missing my BABYLOVE
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