I'm here again with another story for me to post.. After I read Aisha's blog, I would also like to post about friendship today. So after spending 2 months plus at class SE located at ITE Clementi, I notice some changes in some of us.. In the middle, there are some misunderstanding and communication going on.. But I think right now we are back as per normal. I don't wish to fight with anyone, anymore! I JUST HAD ENOUGH OF FIGHTING with my previous classmates! And I would like SE to be special and extra ordinary.. I treat you guys like my 2nd or should I say 3rd family!(If I say 2nd, where I wanna put my Baba?) Anyway, I too notice something.. I'm not getting any closer to you... YES YOU! You should know who I'm talking about!
Well I'll tell you straight! Its not that I'm avoiding you or anything.. Its just that I find that you are slowly changing after you've cut your hair! (I know it sounds weird right?) You are not the BESTIE that I use to know. I know I may cruel by avoiding you just like that and by not telling! But I want you to realise it on your own. I don't want to tell you cause I'm not your mother OBVIOUSLY right? Who am I to tell you to change? Its up to you.. Its your life! I don't wish to hurt you! Cause You and Didi are very special to me! (And yes, Biel, Mira, Adelyn, Faz, Aisha and Azura are special to me too ok?) You guys are like my light of hope! I'm not choosing sides or anything.
I also know that I've shouldn't do this to you cause it's just plain rude! I know that I'm a nobody in that school. And you too know that I like to disturb you the most! And right now I hardly share problems with you nor you share your problems to me.. We're drifting.. Drifting further.. Like I said before, I treasure our friendship! And I don't wish to lose that friendship that we had! I know and you know it too!!!! I miss calling you Doodoot! And saying this phrase all the time "Ye ke?" "Ye kere!" "Ye kura2!" "Wahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!" I don't want this to end like that! Do you?
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