Currently, I've been occupying my time reading this wonderful book which really occurs in my life right now. Even though some of the stories may not be related, but most of the stories inside are. There's one time when I wrote at twitter that my book was confiscated by some idiotic brother of mine. He is none other than MUHD SHAHRIL! Well during my studying period everybody was busy studying while I was in my own world reading this book which seems to be addictive every single time I open it! And I find it hard to even close it! While I was busy reading, Azura gave me a warning to close the book. I didn't listen. I carry on reading. Azura warn me for the 2nd time and I still ignore. Azura had enough of my nonsense and told Aisah about it. At first Aisah ask me to study and I ignored her warning too. she then took my book and ask me to study. I pleaded her to give back. But she wouldn't listen. She told me that she will give back once lesson's finished!
When lesson finished, me, Azura and Aisah were the last to go out. Then came Shahril. I was just so happy to take my book when he snatched it away from me! I was like pleading and begging to give back when Shahril told me this "If I give this book back to you, I know you won't be studying so might as well I keep it for you till exams are over!" In my heart, I was cursing and swearing but on the other hand, I quite agree with him. I'm certain that I won't be studying. So thanks bro!! and also to Aisah and Azura! If not, I guess, I won't be studying. But don't worry I got my book back!! Wee!!! I find out that Shahril was reading the book too!!! WTH!! And he even say it was addictive. At first he was reluctant to give back the book. But I told him that I will bring the book during chalet I hope! Wakakakaka! So yeah, and I continued..
well I can tell you guys why the story have to do with my life. I'm not saying that I'm corny or what. But I find it true actually when I really read the book. Bella was obviously me! Who is in the centre of everything. Who wants peace in life. But confused in making decision. Edward(Boifee) who is really calm and relax and don't get angry easily who loves Bella(Me) for his entire life but at the same time kinda control Bella(me) from seeing Jacob(Bestie). Who thinks that Jacob(Bestie) is a hot headed werewolf and just dangerous! When Bella(me), who loves both of them dearly, find it hard to just separate with the both of them. Edward(Boifee), who is the love of her life and Jacob(Bestie) who is her one and only bestie whom never fails to make Bella(me) feel young again. If "Atin" were to read this, the only thing I could do is just smile. At the same time, the wounds have not been healed. Asking boifee to read this kind of book?? FORGET ABOUT IT! He is least interested in books! SHEESH!
Well you guys should read it too.. Or catch up with the movie which is coming soon in Singapore!! And I'm waiting for that opportunity to watch it! I don't care with whom but as long I'm watching that movie is good enough for me! Every single time I read that book, my heart keeps beating fast and seriously just reminded me of him. Wondering how is he doing? And how's life going? The truth is, whenever I read his blog, I feel kinda jealous. Not because that he goes out with another girl! SHEESH!! But I'm just jealous that somebody can make him happy rather than I do, like how we used to be. But nevertheless I'm happy at the same time that he is moving on slowly and getting up from the GREAT FALL! Instead I should thank the girl who has been accompanying him when he is in need of help most! Thank you! Please take care of "Atin" for me. "Hahahaha" I know that he could be a pain in the ass but he's just a really great guy! And I know you known him longer than I do.. Thanks.........
You guys may be wondering what does this picture got to do with my life. Like I said, a single picture tells a thousand stories. Well right now, my life ain't perfect and so does everybody else. My life may look beautiful on the outside, like those background scenery above but deep inside, my life are full of thorns like those branches. Yeah I know I sound a bit lame. But nevertheless, life have to go on for me. Like it or not, my destiny lies right above me. "HE" who have jotted down my life. "HE" whom knows every single move I make. "HE" who ensures our lives. "HE" who hold our souls and may be eliminated at any time as "HE" wish. "HE" whom we Muslims called ALLAH s.w.t! Everybody may think that life is unfair. Well it does if you chose the wrong path. Why is it so hard for us to choose the right paths? And why we are so easily influenced by others? Haish.. Life, is just a mystery. Let the past be history, today the present and let the future be a mystery for us to unfold.....
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