So hey!!! Currently I just woke up as I did not have much of a sleep. Anyway yesterday night was a terrible nightmare for me. Usually I like to sleep when the light has been switch off. So its like pitch black inside my room. And that buffalo like to come in and ruin my sleep. But I don't mind at all. Instead, I rise from my bed and switch off the light after she settle down on her bed. So I did. Well, my sister has this phobia of GHOST. Well everybody has fear in life. and Im not saying that im not afraid of ghost. I do too. but not as bad as that buffalo! Anyway, after switching off the light for her, I sounded asleep already. At around 3 plus in the morning, she ask me to switch on the light. I refuse to do so cause I've already strain my leg thus, I just came back from work and I was so FCUKING tired. What do you expect? Obviously I declined her. And that makes her even mad. She then throw a bloody watch on my head, which makes me so furious that I took the watch and slam on the floor rather on HER FACE!!
Even when Im furious, I can still respect her bloody face alright! Cause I know that Im just her little "Sister" Yeah!! But instead she got so mad that the watch broke into pieces! She started to nag, I started to shout. But the best part, I could still go out from that room bringing along my pillow and my stitch! To continue sleeping outside without disturbing her. I bang the door and marched outside. From the outside at my living room where I was lying on the sofa, I could hear her complaining to her boyfriend. But I was not least interested in it. So I continue sleeping. I heard the door open and this part makes me even more furious! SHE THROW MY BREAKING DAWN ON THE FLOOR! The book that my mom bought for me as a gift!! I WAS FCUKING FURIOUS!! She quickly lock the door, and I kick and punch the door several times asking her to open the door. At that moment, I was furious and I couldn't think anymore. I never been this angry before and this is the first time that I feel like punching and kicking her face. I don't care what's going to happened!
My father came out and was shouting as well. I explain every single thing while crunching my teeth. My father on the other hand was asking that Buffalo to open that door. But that buffalo refuse to. My father try every key to open it. But failed. Lastly, my father shouted so loud that she finally open the door. This is the BEST PART. She came out trying to get close to me. And she just so called scratch my face, Woah!! I don't know what I was thinking and I wanted to punch her face already! My father some how push her away.. And she said this to my father " why are you defending her? I just WANT TO SWITCH ON THE LIGHT and she already makes a lot of noise" when actually, she was FORCING ME to switch on the light!! What a DRAMA QUEEN! after all the commotion. she storm out of the house. WOW! And I thought she was scare of ghost, yet she could still go out. Me on the other hand was walking back and forth at the living room trying to calm myself down. but I can't! Soon after tears roll down my cheeks tremendously. My father then said "Stop walking aback and forth like a mad person and go to sleep." So I did go back to my room. This time locked the door.
My mind was not at ease and my heart was still on fire. I couldn't think anymore. so I decided to call boifee. but he didn't pick up. So I called my god bro and explain every single thing. Actually the truth is, if my god bro hadn't pick up, I would called bestie.. But luckily my god bro pick up. I cry non-stop, my breathing was like something I can't explain like as if its been mixed together. Almost 19 years of life, I've always get beaten by my siblings and most of the time I just kept quiet and follow instruction just to get out of trouble. The least I could do was just to nag at them and nothing more. the last time I kick my brother, he kick me back resulting a back pain and I was lying on the floor. So I've learnt my lesson not to punch or kick anybody in the house. But what the buffalo do yesterday was I guess releasing my 19 years of anger and revenge towards my lil bro and her. But luckily I didn't PUNCH her face and put her to hospital. I swear to god yesterday I could just do anything. Omg!!!! I think that's a lesson for her. Never ever try to lose some body's patience especially to the "Weaklings" You may actually face the WRONG opponent!
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