So I guess that some of you may know that I broke up with him. Yup! If you guys think that I'm a bad person or anything, just say it. Caue I don't care. You don't know what I feel. You're not in my shoes so don't assume it kays? I'm a bit upset with my sister as she post this at fb "Haaaaaiz.. adek aku uat cm tk de pape gitu!" Meaning: My lil sister just act like nothing happened!" Gosh! hello! I'm aware of the situation here. But you can't force me to patch up with him right? Its my life. I can do anything I want. Why must you interfere sis? Why? You're not in my shoes. I can see that you can understand what he feels. But abg Abdil(Sis's boifee) Knows how I feel. Cause he is in my position. Don't you see sis? Its suppose to be the other way round. I suppose to be in your position and he is suppose to be in abg abdil position. But now, its the other way round. I need somebody who can really understand me, hold me in his arms, be a man and so on. And now people are seeing me the other way round as if Im in the wrong. I feel pathetic but I can't do anything much. And I'm dissapointed in someone too but I just keep quiet. Even though HE knows alot about me. But he ain't here to support me....
Lately, he has been keeping quiet. Doesn't talk alot.. He only spoke of his dream girl. I'm a bit sad cause maybe he have erased me from his mind. But who am I to force him to get back into friendship again? I don't know.. Everything seems to be getting worser each day.. But nevertheless, my babies(Clique) 3bitches and my X-qusite are occupying my time. Trying to pass time. I miss Jacob I do. But I can't do anything. Im helpless. I just have to leave it to god..Labels: Im clueless, im helpless plus useless. Don't I~
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