I had fun yesterday with my Babies!! Doing projects together at City Hall. Then came, my two cuzzins who accompany me along. Then Ira had to go to meet her saaayaang! Then Irfan had to go to meet his father at Pasir Ris but he told me that he would come back after meeting his father. So I continue doing my project. It was fun. The bond was closer. And Im loving it!! Sometimes I don't know why but I'm just happy being this way. Meeting friends, spending time with cuzzins, commiting to work and dance. Wow! I got so many things to do. That is why I wanted to post about today.
I ask boifee for break up just now through SMS. I know it sound stupid. But I can't take it anymore. He ask me to be committed to him. Yes its true that he have change a lot. But somethings do have their limits. I was getting irritated. I was getting tired. Thus I can't commit to him anymore as I got so many things to do now. Work, 3 projects, Dance, and upcoming exams. How am I to spent time with him? I just can't! Thus with all the reason that he have to blame me saying that I have another man. Its like ridiculous. I had enough seriously.
Ps: Im sorie Syafiq but I just can't take the pressure that you are giving me. thus with all the commitment that I already have. How am I to commit to you? I seriously can't! Im sowie! Im really sowie! Im just not that girl you're looking for. Yeah. Thats what all girls think for you right? Then do as you wish, think as you wish. Like I said, if there is no commitment or trust, why is there a bother to keep this relationship going? True? Haish.. I'm not in the mood. So sorie.....
Labels: Its the end of us.. Im sowie~ Maybe we aren't meant for each other
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