Hello people! Yeah I've been missing like 2 months plus already. Been busy with work plus the exam. Speaking of my exams. My exam is finally over and results are out. I manage to pass every module but not pass with flying colours. Anyway life been a mess for me. Whereby I have no time at home. Plus during the Hari Raya, I'm grateful that my family is reunite as one. Thats a good start for me. Everything is falling back in place. School is going to start soon and I'm not prepared. Don't ask why. I just feel weird. Right now, my mind is blank. Got nothing to say.

So here you go. That's my beautiful family in blue for the 1st day of Raya. I'm proud to say that my family is really happy right now compared to few years back. Won't elaborate much on that part. Anyway, my long lost cousins have finally reunite with us which makes me even happier. I just love this year Hari Raya. FINALLY its that kind of feeling where you are satisfied after 1 month of fasting. I feel blessed. Thank you Allah for what you have given me. I'm just happy that I have a mom and dad who could understand a stubborn, reckless, teenager like me and my siblings. Thank you!

Well this pic above is where I usually spent time now. My WORKMATES. They are the awesome people who never fails to make me laugh with either their stupid jokes or their bimbo moments which never fails to cheer me up. For all I know, I didn't have a good chemistry with them last time. And now, I'm just happy with where I stand right now. Maybe luck is on my side right now. But happiness doesn't stay that long. I just hope that this will never change. I just love them dearly.

I'm currently happy with him. Yes, I agree there are ups and downs along the way. But he never fails to make me smile again. The way he hold my hand, the way he looks at me when I'm looking somewhere else. He makes me feel love. But he ever ask me this "Do u love me?" And I answer a simple "Yes" He sound disappointed in a way that he was not satisfied with my answer. He is like a puzzle to me. He always give me clues on what expectation he wants and then just leave it hanging. Sometimes I'm just clueless. Or I should admit I'm dumb. He does not only wants me to love him, but appreciate every single detail that he is trying hard to make me notice him. Which I fail to do so. That's when I realise after reading Atin's blog. My boifee makes me think. But not just think one way, but in different types of ways. He makes my brain function faster while my heart beats harder. Maybe we girls have been complaining much when our partners have already did something sweet for us. Every single detail counts for them. But we girls, didn't realise it cause we want more.

Oh my god. How could I've been stupid when boyfriend was helding out his hands all these while, I was just blinded by my own wants. Which make me blinded by his good deeds.